i am a servant to The Glory of God

i live for the Lord Jesus Christ and unto His Majesty and Glory. I pray every night for His Glory to be Magnified upon the earth. my great desire is that people believe in the Lord Jesus in His Gracious and Magnanimous Gift of Salvation. He is the reason i live. i worship Him out of pure joy and astonishment. i never believed i would receive so much wonder out of Praising Him. it will be my utmost honour to Praise Him day and night as the Living Creatures and as the angels already do.

As a servant of God. As a daughter of Glory i am His Ambassador. i represent Him to Exalt His Name. it is the desire of my humble and grateful soul to Love Him with every fibre of my heart, mind, soul and strength. In doing so i must Honour Him. Although i am so impressed by the very gifted people here on RB, and have favourited a variety of work, including writings and art. To my dismay all of it does not favour, mention or represent My Lord Jesus, to whom i have devoted my soul to. i regret having chosen some work not because the quality is poor rather for its content. Some of the works i have favourited are by people i have come to care about. These are souls i have begun the journey of prayer for. i take many of your names to the Holy Throne of My Precious Saviour. i desire to see all of you in Heaven. There are those of you that are saved, and are my brothers and sisters In-Christ already. i rejoice that we shall spend an eternity together. i look forward to seeing you after this life has been exhausted. There are writings i rightly favourited as they Exalt and Praise OUR JESUS. Writings by Siki Dlanga and Rishani. There are others of you that use your beautiful talents in His Praise. i enjoy the writings of GGGlory, darkbeauty, Russell Holder, and chrisuk, my little monkey. Only you are not really a monkey you are the dearest person.
For all of you that give GLORY to GOD i am so grateful for, as we are here to display our Faith, in the hopes that some would embrace Christ as their Saviour and Lord. i didn’t always write solely for God. i have had a difficult journey. my journey has been raising my daughter who has been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder at 9 years of age. With God at the helm of this ship, He and i have raised her, as He is the only Father she has ever known. She (bluecrystal93) has made her pain known in a poem entitled Scar. (To which Siki has graciously written a poem for her entitled, Healing for Bluecrystal) i cry every time i read it. Then there are my own struggles and bouts with borderline personality disorder. i used to slice my skin in the past. i have legs and arms riddled with scars. i have written about that. Still these struggles do not compare with the Glory that shall be revealed in us as the Apostle Paul writes in the book of Romans 8:18.

We are on a journey together. We who believe in Christ work together to present our art and writings to put on display our Faith in Him. It is not an easy task as the devil also has his writers and artists. But we who Love Jesus know that He has overcome the world. Yet i will not cease going on to unbelievers sites in the hopes that they will believe someday, i write their names upon my heart to give to God in hopes that they too will come to repentance. Oh, that they would know the ALL ENCOMPASSING LOVE OF OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST! i sing a song in my praises from a man who attends Grace Church entitled, JESUS. He sings, "HE"S WONDERFUL, THE LOVE OF JESUS IS SO WONDERFUL, HE GAVE HIS LIFE ON CALVARY ONE DAY TO SAVE A WRETCH LIKE ME!"

To some i seem like a fanatic, a fool, simple-minded and crazy. But i do not care. i will embrace those things because HE IS MY EAST, MY WEST, MY NORTH, AND MY SOUTH, MY UP, MY DOWN, MY LEFT AND MY RIGHT! So i simply do not care about my reputation, which i do not desire anyway. i have been rejected outside of RB where i actually do my living anyway so many times it has made me embrace MY JESUS even more. i will not deny MY LORD JESUS. HE is In me and i in Him. i celebrate HIM.

i will continue to pray for you. i choose to do so as i find wonderful joy in doing so.
i have found wonderful people as well who believe. i do not neglect to write that i have found wonderful brothers and sisters in Walt (madvlad), Lee (EllsEssDee) colindove, chrisuk, Russell Holder, Siki Dlanga, Rishani, Marlene (mysdesign), Barbara (Franticflagwave), Victoria Sheldon. Who i am convinced have Faith in the Precious Life Saving Blood of Jesus Christ. Then there are others whose salvation i am not altogether certain of, but have come to love and care a great deal about them. i would also like to include those who have joined me on facebook these friends include retroeight (Matt), april mansilla, trenchtownrock (chris) cassidy (whom i haven’t been in touch with lately, i pray he is well.), Tanner Ragland, KMP Master, TMatianaJ and Anthea Slade, my father’s partner in crime. Annika (Akiqueen), Soloman Walker, troader, Tahnja, Katya. And my dear friend Hillary (darkvampire).

As i started out writing i have favourited work that hasn’t always been favourable to, mentioned, or Praised my Saviour Jesus Christ. i still have hope that one day these talented people will also use their gifts For the GLORY OF GOD. As their gifts have come from ALMIGHTY GOD to be used in the PRAISE OF JESUS CHRIST.

i first want to thank MY LORD JESUS CHRIST for allowing me the priviledge of writing on RB. I also thank RB for allowing me the priviledge of writing here. i would like to take the opportunity to thank all of the writers and artists who have taken the time to read and comment on my writings. Some come to mind immediately Reynaldo my wonderfully funny father who has supported me from the beginning, and Lee who has commented extensively. i also thank the many groups (particularly FOR THE LOVE OF JESUS, Living Christianity and Core) who have graciously featured my writings over the past year since I began in July 2009. TO OUR LORD JESUS CHRIST BE ALL PRAISE AND GLORY NOW AND FOREVER!!! HE IS THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, THE ONE WHO WAS, AND IS, AND IS TO COME!!!!!

(taken from a Red Bubble journal)