All Love is Hatred In Comparason To You

All Love is Hatred in Comparison to You
Fulfill Your Purposes in me
then, leave me here not one
minute longer
until i come home to You.

i will not regret
leaving the mountains
nor earthly firmament,
it was never my stability,
never My Rock,
it was never my Home.

gladly
will i leave my blood ties,
i have no greater BloodLine
than You,
Your Blood runs through
my veins,
You are My Pulse,
My Truth,
my eyes see
the Glory of Heaven
the Glory of Your Love
scales of years have fallen
from me,

i abhor the legacy
of my flesh
i ripped at it,
as if to unwrap
it for years,

You Know,
it is not me,
You wrapped
me in skin
as a swaddling child,

i sigh for the valleys
beyond
suffering,
wickedness,
lying and shame,
greed,
are all kings here.

money is valueless
as paper,
to be burned
and ripped,

i want to wrap arms
around all the others,
who have Blessed Your Name.

Happily i leave my flesh
behind,
in the tomb

For i know now
there is no grave
for me.

Finally,
i will even leave my child,
behind
for You.

i deeply love her,
my family,
and my life,
but all love is hatred
In comparison to You.

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